Archive - full machine

i deleted goodreads

voicemail (4): a reflection on goodreads and my relationship with reading. plus, a meltdown.

May 4 •

March 2025

why do girls go to the bathroom together?

on the cult of female friendships and the violence of perception, through the lens of Brutes by Dizz Tate. plus some media recs.

Mar 11 •

you're not funny, you're scared of yourself

voicemail (3): on performative authenticity, imposter syndrome during writing workshops, and feeling like a bad person.

Mar 2 •

February 2025

happy birthday, don't you feel old?

voicemail (2): on turning eighteen, finding symbolism in life, and growing up. plus recent reads & favorites.

Feb 2 •

January 2025

deconstructing the male fantasy: an analysis of The Piano Teacher

on the male gaze, female suffering, and the illusion of power in masochistic contracts: a deep dive into gender relations in The Piano Teacher.

Jan 28 •

maybe i want to fade into the oblivion

voicemail (1): on the fear of being seen, different versions of myself, and an existential crisis amidst the tiktok ban. plus some weekly favorites

Jan 20 •

what to expect, inspirations, etc...

Jan 14 •

reflections on a lackluster reading year.

& monthly favorites, 2025 resolutions, etc.

Jan 13 •

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